Shit Show

This just turned into a shit show real fast.  After waking up from my 4 am nap, I struggled to keep my eyes open.  I was able to occupy myself by taking on odd jobs like cleaning out closets and getting things ready for going abroad.  I had to stay standing to ensure that I didn't pass out.  When the sun rose, I got enough of an energy boost to last me until my 8 am nap.  Ridiculously tired, there may have been at most 2 seconds between when my head hit the pillow and when I fell asleep.  Unfortunately though, I didn't feel remotely refreshed 20 minutes later.

As I rode the subway to a doctors appointment, I was literally falling asleep standing up.  I had to take a step back from the platform  cause I was worried I'd fall in.  I picked up a Red Bull cause it was necessary for survival.  I'm doing okay right now, but I'm starting to empathize with heroin addicts who quit cold turkey.

The next nap is at 12.  It's crazy to believe that it's only been two and half days or something.  I was definitely getting a little cocky at the beginning with the first day and night being such a breeze.  Needless to say, I've been humbled.  The benefits from this sleep cycle will be unparalleled, I only hope that it gets a little easier here on out.

2 comments:

Kirsten said...

Man Sam. So this actually moved from crazy newsroom idea to the real thing. It was interesting to read about your progress so far. Good luck! -Kirsten

Anonymous said...

Totally wowed by your determination, Sam. But jeeze, don't get hit by a car! I've come close to walking into moving vehicles too many times, particularly while crossing city streets--and that's while being fully rested and awake! So be super vigilant, OK?